at home away from 'home'

3-months holiday ain't easy to pass by if you've no distinct task to complete
with friends mostly back to their respective hometowns

there may be entertainment around but it may not fulfill satisfaction in life
emptiness lingers around once in a while

a sudden halt to the hectic life just gives much time to spare day by day
unless one can find some meaningful activities to do

this is a life of a student
but i guess it would be the same to working life

after all,
studies or work are what mask one away from the sweet time one can have all to oneself
at the end of the day,
having been bz with all the appointed job/assignments
one just desires to take a good rest
before the same old cycle repeats itself again the next morning
waking up early -> go to school or work -> back home to rest

this kinda life leaves not much time for one to really think what we're actually living for
maybe that's why life is meant to live with accompanied by a purpose

but this is just the typical life that's practically about the same for everyone
when you've studied/worked hard enough for a certain amount of time
you seek rest & that's when holidays come in
after getting refreshed,
you get back to carrying out the responsibility of playing the role of student/worker

ryte now,
it's the point in between where i've yet to complete studies
with no proper certificate to enter the workforce
(though i'm not ready to work anyway, coz that would be ongoing for the rest of life)

anyhow,
it's life

people start off with play,
then begin to get education
being a student at 1 stage is quite 'carefree' really
(because it's taking up to almost 2 decades)
have nothing much to worry except for homework
most dont need to even think of sustaining a livelihood as yet

well then,
what all hope for now is to graduate successfully
work & then probably get married, start a family
continue to work......

basically, as student's life is over,
i feel one can sense the freedom to choose whatever they want to do
what kinda work they're gonna involved in
provided with the conditions & situations

because there's no more restrain of studying
no longer getting bound by homework
and that's when one fully takes charge of life
nobody's gonna really control you what to do afterwards
you can change your jobs if you dont like one over the other
and you can do almost whatever you want with the money you earn

anyhow
work mostly just helps one to support living expenses
and no money means you can't put food on the table
no food -> starve -> life (just might) end here

perhaps living life with a purpose
means you can be certain of what you're capable of doing
and doing it with passion (and/or talent)
that way, you still cherish life
because you dedicate (probably the whole lifetime)
doing what you can do best & still enjoy doing it daily

:)