i'm free (for just 1 more week)

seems like i've abandoned bloggie for quite a while now
thought i'd pen down something here just to show i'm still alive..haha

to have freedom to laze around & do (almost) whatever i like for now is good
at least i dont have stress to rush for uni work
or (force) myself to wake up early for the morning classes
coz i'm having short holidays..temporarily

on the bright side, i can still enjoy for 1 more week
on the dim side, i've to start internship for 2 months very quickly

i've decided to let myself off my part-time job this time
just realized that it's the last summer holiday i'm gonna have
the 1st one, i spent some time working

the 2nd one, i spent it working too
is that why i'm feeling kinda tired
as if i've not much rest afterall with the 3-months break all the while?

now the 3rd & last one, i'll be working too
(too bad this one is compulsory in order to graduate later & i'm not sure how it would be like)
i hope it's not some boring work where i've to get stuck in the research lab whole day?
but i doubt it would be much interesting anyway

what to do?
no choice but to just do it
sometimes things just dont always go the way you would like it to be

turned 21st for a week now..
life is indeed like a roller coaster,
giving me a variety of feelings & emotions

imagine having to sit for exam on that day itself
luckily it was the last paper for the finals
and i can right away enjoy the 'momentary' freedom which i've seek for throughout the hectic 3 months semester uni life after the paper

not the 1st time spending it in an exam hall actually
it's my 2nd time having to sit for exam on the day the age figure changes
the last one was during a-levels

definitely not enjoyable
anyhow, glad it's over now

nervous because it's an exam which i know i've to do well in exam in order to pass
excited because i'm officially legal (by age)
sad because i'm getting older?

but i guess it's the undeniable fact
that by the end of every year..
everyone eventually turns a year older anyway

hmm, short trip to langkawi was quite fun
though i now regret i didn't buy more chocs
but i realize i've been constantly trying to hunt & search for food to bite on in this holiday
so, perhaps it was a good thing i didn't buy too much of it

i guess i've really should get out & do some exercise
(anybody still around here in sunway & interested?)
i guess most have gone back home
by the time we meet up for the commencement of the final sem
we'll be bz again
but if anybody has any plans..you're most welcomed to ask me out for activities
if we can cope up with each other's daily schedule..

or maybe spend more time outdoors (e.g. going to work)
to keep me away from distracting myself with food
self-control much needed

it does get a little boring to have no task that i should complete
but i do appreciate the time when i can totally keep myself relaxed
not to think, not to worry (except for my internship)

to just wake up anytime i like..
do whatever i feel like doing
tend to be lazy..
but who cares?
be freee ~~~~~~~ (for a while)

anyway, gambateh to all currently studying
happy holidays to all who finished their exams for now..

will update more after i get pics from trip
or when i start internship

tata ^^