Wednesday, July 8, 2009

is freedom somewhat = boredom?

today marks the day i've step foot in west m'sia for exactly 2 years..
(well, minus a couple of months i spent back in my hometown, since on average i'd only go home & stay for a month or so each year)

am currently having holidays & i'm still at the same place as usual..

how'd it been?
now,

imagine starting the day off being a 'cereal' killer..
(eating cereals, not committing serial killing crime of course)

then, leading a 'dramatic' life
(watching lots of drama that is)

and a life with 'great' dreams
(yea, dreams you get from finally having sufficient sleep daily and as much nap as i want)

that's how pathetic life can be with the much anticipated holidays after the 'long' ordeal which ended within 3 months time the previous semester..

it's hard to live without a definite purpose
it's rather difficult when you just cant find a clear meaning..
and boredom sneaks in ever so easily

yet, at the same time,
not looking forward at all when time would seem to get pass so quickly when the new study sem resumes..

maybe it's time..
time for what?
well, i don't know..
hmm, still not really sure if i can find the right thing to do
but, at least not so 'aimless' just as now..


i guess..
hope there's really something which i can make full use of before all that hectic schedule comes back again..

still, enjoy your holidays while you still can, monashians..
before you regret it
in another 12 days time,
it's gonna begin to get tough all over again
and quite a big hurdle i assume
to go through whatever challenges laid in front

have a great day ahead

5 comments:

σ §úzZzù§ σ said...

"oh no! here she chomps again!" the little fruity loops/cornflakes
/coco crunches/whatever-cereal-brand-you-take scream. "hide!"

alas, try as they might to swim beyond your spoon's reach in the bowl of murky-white milk, they cannot escape their imminent fate..

and the cereal killer gulps down the last of everything, smacks her lips, and leaves the empty bowl in the sink to be washed another day.

R.I.P. little cereals
(Manufacture date - Consumption date)

karen said...

nice lil' story to entertain me..
and a cute one too...

psst...*actually i seldom eat cereals .. hahaha..

just occasionally..

p/s: u should become a writer..

Ru said...

LOL~ very bored heh?

yea yea, agree agree, suzz should be a writer.. or author?

aww~ i craving of cereal~~~

σ §úzZzù§ σ said...

and miss out on the chance to discover the cure for viral diseases? hahaha maybe when i've found that, i'll write... in a journal :P

aim for Nature, baby!

karen said...

alright yea..
that sounds really meaningful..
hope you could reach your goal and someday i can spot your name in a journal literature..

and know 'hey, my friend wrote that!' cool..haha