bad day

life is hard
sometimes it's really tough to deal with it

had a bad, long, hard day
luckily got home before the rain but the weather reflected my mood
the feeling of guilt can kill
knowing having screwed up, big time..

now, i shall learn to be a learner
never let panic get in your way
whatever it is,
never underestimate a careless mistake
as simple or silly as it is
you would never know how much it will cost you or what's the 'price' to pay
just stop & think twice
it's better than regretting over something which can't be saved

hopeless and expecting the worst
but still gotta face the reality
i lost courage but i must not give up
just wish things will get better and there's opportunity for redemption