no idea..

huffz...

have no idea how to start..

hence, "the comment" above shall be the intro..

well, the meeting's over..

ok..seems like things been compromised a lil'..

erm, i seriously don't know how i feel..don't ask me about it..

maybe just still a bit confused..

i forgot about what we're supposed to study..& lazy to bother anymore..

haha..well, everybody's quite satisfied with it..

so.. i guess it's fine...hopefully things will turn out well when the new sem starts..

although i'm still concerned & worried if i can make it thru certain units which i already know what to expect for..*sigh

it's as if i've leave aside 'studies' issue for some time..

getting off-day suddenly & manage to go out with friends whom i've not met for about 2 months is giving me random thoughts...

maybe coz i can stay free throughout the day & even sit down inside the cinema, enjoy a movie or 2 without thinking i'm on duty to the point that i might risk get caught illegally watching movies..

or normally bcoz i rest at home before straight away get ready to work..

i realized i've actually worked continously for 19 days without break..

(why can't it be 20 days in a row..for a personal record?)

[feels like challenging a whole month 30 or 31 days of work non-stop, & what about a year without going crazy..]

yet, i still got back to workplace..just that i have no job this particular day..

do i really miss work or what?

or am i a workaholic then?

feels weird..

previously, i did take 1 day off per week last month..

for this month, according to the roster, they gave me schedule to work everyday until now..

whereas the rest of the staff were given off-days once in a while..even when they are available for work..

really grateful that at least i get to set in for work..

coz i felt i have nothing better to do & work gives me advantages in various ways..
*ignoring the not-so-fun part of experience or encounters..

i think i might have 'get used' to working..

but i'm going back hometown real soon..not many days or chances left for me to work to full shcedule for the month and gotta settle this & that..

to start things off..i cant even remember the exact time for flight..

only know the date as of now..tickets bought quite early i guess..have to confirm later..

where to re-check..later then find out again..

haven't pack my stuff..well, still almost 1 week away la..what's the rush..

actually, come 1 more day left..i'll still be lazy to pack anyways..haha

well, on random note: suddenly feel lots of things may be contained in life..

thinking about the future..makes me worried..over the uncertain things..

just have to comfort myself with the saying:

forget & learn from the past, appreciate & live its best in the present because today is a gift & 2mr has its own worries..

oh well, what should i do...when i get back home?

will think no more for now..i'll c how..