today marks the day i've step foot in west m'sia for exactly 2 years..
(well, minus a couple of months i spent back in my hometown, since on average i'd only go home & stay for a month or so each year)
am currently having holidays & i'm still at the same place as usual..
how'd it been?
now,
imagine starting the day off being a 'cereal' killer..
(eating cereals, not committing serial killing crime of course)
then, leading a 'dramatic' life
(watching lots of drama that is)
and a life with 'great' dreams
(yea, dreams you get from finally having sufficient sleep daily and as much nap as i want)
that's how pathetic life can be with the much anticipated holidays after the 'long' ordeal which ended within 3 months time the previous semester..
it's hard to live without a definite purpose
it's rather difficult when you just cant find a clear meaning..
and boredom sneaks in ever so easily
yet, at the same time,
not looking forward at all when time would seem to get pass so quickly when the new study sem resumes..
maybe it's time..
time for what?
well, i don't know..
hmm, still not really sure if i can find the right thing to do
but, at least not so 'aimless' just as now..
i guess..
hope there's really something which i can make full use of before all that hectic schedule comes back again..
still, enjoy your holidays while you still can, monashians..
before you regret it
in another 12 days time,
it's gonna begin to get tough all over again
and quite a big hurdle i assume
to go through whatever challenges laid in front
have a great day ahead
(well, minus a couple of months i spent back in my hometown, since on average i'd only go home & stay for a month or so each year)
am currently having holidays & i'm still at the same place as usual..
how'd it been?
now,
imagine starting the day off being a 'cereal' killer..
(eating cereals, not committing serial killing crime of course)
then, leading a 'dramatic' life
(watching lots of drama that is)
and a life with 'great' dreams
(yea, dreams you get from finally having sufficient sleep daily and as much nap as i want)
that's how pathetic life can be with the much anticipated holidays after the 'long' ordeal which ended within 3 months time the previous semester..
it's hard to live without a definite purpose
it's rather difficult when you just cant find a clear meaning..
and boredom sneaks in ever so easily
yet, at the same time,
not looking forward at all when time would seem to get pass so quickly when the new study sem resumes..
maybe it's time..
time for what?
well, i don't know..
hmm, still not really sure if i can find the right thing to do
but, at least not so 'aimless' just as now..
i guess..
hope there's really something which i can make full use of before all that hectic schedule comes back again..
still, enjoy your holidays while you still can, monashians..
before you regret it
in another 12 days time,
it's gonna begin to get tough all over again
and quite a big hurdle i assume
to go through whatever challenges laid in front
have a great day ahead
